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    December 01

    Sometimes (I Wish)

    if i was a simple man
    would we still walk hand in hand?
    if i suddenly went blind
    would you still look in my eyes?
    what happens when i grow old
    and all my stories have been told?
    will your heart still race for me,
    or will it march to a new beat?
    if i was a simple man
     
    if i was a simple man,
    i owned no home, i owned no land
    would you still stand by my side?
    and would our flames still burn so bright?
     
    sometimes i wonder why
    i'm so full of these endless rhymes
    about the way i feel inside
    i wish i could just get it right
     
    if i was a simple man,
    i could make you understand
    there'd be no reason to think twice
    you'd be my sun, you'd by my light
    if i was a simple man,
    if i was a simple man
     
    sometimes i wonder why
    i'm so full of these endless rhymes
    about the way i feel inside
    i wish....
    sometimes, sometimes
    by City & Colour (from Sometimes)
    October 10

    Monuments and Melodies

    My hands are trembling
    And my eyes are on fire
    This house is crumbling
    Left brain, left out, on the wire

    You make me happy
    You magnify my better half
    You make me certain
    Though all I have today is your photograph

    My past is perilous
    But each scar I bear sings
    Monuments to where I have been
    And melodies to where I am going

    When will I see you again?
    Still-life can only go so far
    I need you in front of me
    Saying my name
    Saying to me...
    "I want you the way you are
    You, the way you are"

    You make me happy
    You magnify my better half
    You make me certain
    Though all I have today is your photograph
    You make me happy...

     

    by Incubus (from Alive At Red Rocks)

    July 15

    Summer Romance (Anti-Gravity Love Song)

    I'm home alone tonight.

    Full moon illuminates my room, and sends my mind aflight.

    I think I was dreaming up some thoughts that were seemingly

    possible...with you.

     

    So I call you on the tin can phone.

    We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we're alone.

    I think I've found a way for you and I to finally fly free.  

     

    When we get there, we're gonna go far away.

    Making sure to laugh; while we experience anti-gravity.

    For years, I kept to myself.

    Now potentialities are bound, and sleeping under my shelf.

    Simply choose your destination from the diamond canopy,

    and we'll be there.

     

    So I call you on the tin can phone.

    We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we're alone.

    I think I've found the way for you and I to finally be free.

    July 07

    Echo

    There's something about the look in your eyes

    Something I noticed when the light was just right

    It reminded me twice that I was alive

    And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight

     

    My biggest fear will be the rescue of me

    Strange how it turns out that way

    Could you show me dear...something I've not seen?

    Something infinitely interesting

     

    There's something about the way you move

    I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing

    More subtle than something, someone contrives

    Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing

     

    Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you

    Strange how it turns out that way

    Could you show me dear...something I've not seen?

    Something infinitely interesting

    June 13

    Here In My Room

    This party is old and uninviting

    Participants all in black and white

    You enter in fullblown technicolor

    Nothing is the same after tonight

     

    If the world would fall apart

    In a fiction worthy wind

    I wouldn't change a thing

    Now that you're here

     

    Yeah, love is a verb here in my room

    Here in my room, here in my room

     

    You enter and close the door behind you

    Now show me the world as seen from the stars

    If only the lights would dim a little

    I'm weary of eyes upon my scars

     

    Pink tractor beam into your incision

    Head spinning as free as dervishs' whirl

    I came here expecting next to nothing

    So thank you for being that kind of girl

    That kind of girl...

    May 27

    Stories

    I found a line and then it grew

    I found myself still thinking of you

    I felt so empty and now I'm fine

    But still it's burning, when will you be mine?

     

    Too much of the same stories in our lives

    I think it's time for change, don't you?

    Too much of the same stories in our lives

    (I think it's time for us to walk away from here)

     

    Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside

     

    Look at me still in your mind

    Our memories so intertwined

    Well you broke through and found your way

    And so did I no need to stay

    The same old picture, tried and true

    Been through there, let's look for something new

     

    Too much of the same stories in our lives

    I think it's time for change, don't you?

    Too much of the same stories in our lives

    (I think it's time for us to walk away from here)

     

    Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night

    Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night

    Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote for you,

    All the songs that I have wrote for you

    (For you)

     

    I remember, the way you made me feel when I was with you

    I remember, the smile that always brought me back to you

    That look in your eyes, I never thought that this could be untrue

     

    Too much of the same stories in our lives

    I think it's time for change, don't you?

    Too much of the same stories in our lives

    (I think it's time for us to walk away from here)

    May 13

    Have You Ever

    To get up and walk away

    would be too easy
    So stay and stand your ground,

    just watch your mouth with me
    On the back of every right

    there's a wrong looming


    So here you and I should tread as soft

     as these razor blades for boots will let be
    Have you ever tried to step in my shoes
    Have you ever tried to balance on that beam
    And if you ever tried to step in my shoes
    They'll never be quite as soft as they seem


    (Thought) Unabashed honesty would be ideal
    But a prophet did once say

    that honesty is a lonely word
    So where do we go from here... abandon ship now
    My problem is you make me melt and I don't want to be frozen anymore


    Have you ever tried to step in my shoes
    Have you ever tried to balance on that beam
    And if you ever tried to step in my shoes
    They'll never be quite as soft as they seem


    Have you ever...have you ever tried to
    I have never...I have never tried to
    Have you ever tried to step in my shoes
    Have you ever tried to balance on that beam
    And if you ever tried to step in my shoes
    They'll never be quite as soft as they seem

    May 03

    Sick Sad Little World

    No, You're not the first to fall apart
    But always the first one to complain
    You better get careful or you'll compromise everything you are

    The world is a drought when out of love
    Please come back to us
    You're all of the above
    I'm making a choice to be out of touch
    Leave me be he said

    Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world

    I've never had unpaid confidantes
    It's more than I would care to explain
    But I have an open door policy when it comes to blame

    The world is a joke when out of love
    Please come back to us
    You're all of the above
    I'm making a choice to be out of touch
    Leave me be he said

    Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world

    April 16

    Pantomime

    In my fantasy I'm a pantomime
    I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
    Words are too messy
    And it's way past time
    To end in my mouth

    Paint my face white and tried
    Reinvent the sea
    One wave at a time
    Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight

    I ain't afraid to let it out
    I'm not afraid to take that fall
    But I have found beyond all doubt
    We say more by saying nothing at all

    In my fantasy no such thing as time
    Minutes bleed into days
    Avant garde
    Show me your heresies
    And I'll show you mine
    We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride

    I ain't afraid to let it out
    I'm not afraid to take that fall
    But I have found beyond all doubt
    We say more by saying nothing at all

    In my fantasy you look good entwined
    In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
    You're my deep secret
    I'm your pantomime
    I'll just move my hands
    I promise you'll see what I mean

    April 12

    Awake and Dreaming

    i can't lose anything
    so what's left is mine
    and I'll win this time

    consolation day
    i'll make up a way
    i'll know now just what to say

    when i'll get away from you
    wait and I'll be begging

    when i'll get away from you
    i'll pull you down

    i saw it all again
    fading memory became clear to me
    i try but I can't say
    that I'm yours for good
    support me you said you would

    when i'll get away from you
    wait and I'll be begging

    when i'll get away from you
    i'll pull you down

    awake and dreaming
    I'm only sleeping

    April 07

    Everything

    Find me here
    and speak to me
    I want to feel you
    I need to hear you
    you are the light
    that's leading me
    to the place
    where I find peace again

    You are the strength
    that keeps me walking
    you are the hope
    that keeps me trusting
    you are the life
    to my soul
    you are my purpose
    you're everything

    And how can I
    stand here with you
    and not be moved by you
    would you tell me
    how could it be
    any better than this

    You calm the storms
    and you give me rest
    you hold me in your hands
    you won't let me fall
    you still my heart
    and you take my breath away
    would you take me in
    take me deeper now

    And how can I
    stand here with you
    and not be moved by you
    would you tell me
    how could it be
    any better than this

    Cause you're all I want
    you're all I need
    you're everything
    everything

    And how can I
    stand here with you
    and not be moved by you
    would you tell me
    how could it be
    any better than this

    March 21

    Tension

    Can you feel the tension in the air?

    Assuring you once again I’m there

    You break my trust, you break my heart... I break your fall.

     

    So I lied, don't say you've done the same without a smile upon your face.

    Cause once you've but tasted of this fruit that lay, a serpents swayed your ways.

    Which brings me to my next thought, walk these roads as crooked as they be.

    So I lied, and so we lie.

     

    Can you feel the tension in the air?

    Assuring you once again I’m there.

    You break my trust, you break my heart... I break your fall.

     

    So I lied, this time I face the sky without a smile, without a trace.

    And I don't just see blue I choose to. with still no sign of you.

    Which brings me to my next thought, don't be fooled by the cunning ways of the truth.

    So I lied, and so we lie.

     

    Weakened knees, belong to those who find it hard to believe, but so intrigued.

    By the thought of someone, somehow, meeting their needs...

    by the thought of someone, somewhere, meeting our needs.

     

    Without tension in the air.

    Assuring you once again I’m there.

    You break my trust, you break my heart... I break your fall.

    March 18

    Rainy Day

    I will dig a hole
    Save my pennies for a rainy day
    I will dig a hole
    Savin pennies for a rainy day
    I'm not scared


    I will build a wall
    Sensing trouble from a mile away
    I will build a wall
    Saw it comin from a mile away
    I'm not scared
     
    Try wearin' your insides out
    I don't even try, I know I have seen the best I'll have
    I don't even try


    I will just play dumb
    I won't hear a single word that's said
    I will bite my tongue
    Never sing another song again
    I'm not scared  


    Try wearing my insides out
    I don't even try, I know I have seen the best I'll have
    I don't even try
    Now they want to take my chances
    I don't even try


    Clouds are comin'
    Air get's heavy
    Looks like trouble on a rainy day
    Sun starts sinking
    Can't see my shadow
    Looks like trouble on a rainy day
    Holes uncovered
    Walls will crumble
    All spells trouble on a rainy day

    March 16

    Smile Lines

    Met my match today
    Felt the blood rushing and mingling
    A curious and enigmatic thing
    Spiders in my dreams
    Synchronicity weaves like a web
    When you were meant to be a meal

    I want you bad
    I understand why they say high school never ends

    Never act my age
    You can tell by the lines in my smile
    That I have been around for awhile
    So, insecurities
    Are about as useful as trying
    To put the pin back in the grenade

    I want you bad
    I understand why they say high school never ends

    This isn't coincidence
    There's no such thing
    This isn't, no

    I want you bad
    I understand why they say high school never ends…

    February 21

    Vermillion, pt. 2

    She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
    All the torment and the pain
    Leaked through and covered me
    I'd do anything to have her to myself
    Just to have her for myself
    Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

    She is everything to me
    The unrequited dream
    A song that no one sings
    The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
    All I need to make it real is one more reason
    I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

    But I won't let this build up inside of me
    I won't let this build up inside of me 

    A catch in my throat choke
    Torn into pieces
    I won't, no!
    I don't wanna be this...

    But I won't let this build up inside of me
    I won't let this build up inside of me 

    She isn't real
    I can’t make her real…

    February 11

    Forget My Name

    Hotshot walking up and down the block
    I like it how her mini-skirt keeps crawling up
    She turns boys into toys winning all of their affection
    She gives me such a shock, baby I am no exception
    I always get too shy each time she gives me the eye
    I got it bad but it's getting worse I can't deny...

    She makes me,
    Forget my name

    Little Miss Evil got a way with people
    She's got them under her thumb, wrapped around her finger
    I get a shaky leg when she sees me staring at her
    I don’t know what to do, baby I can only shiver

    She makes me,
    Forget my name

    I wanna, I wanna, I wanna burn in hell with you
    I wanna, I wanna, I wanna burn in hell with you
    I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna burn in hell

    Hotshot walking up and down the block
    I like it how her mini-skirt keeps crawling up
    She turns boys into toys winning all of their affection
    She gives me such a shock, baby I am no exception
    I know a lot of girls but she’s one of a kind
    I'm gonna burn in hell but not without her by my side

    She makes me (yes she does)
    Forget my name
    She make me (yes I do)
    Forget my name
    She makes me, oh
    Forget my name

    February 04

    Silence

    They won't see
    The fire you have lit inside of me
    They look up to the stars
    And wonder where you might be
    They look up without realizing
    That they're standing right there in the palm of your hand
    I can't explain or understand
    I just love you

    It's common knowledge
    That you've been dead for a while
    It's well known that the cross is only a burden
    With pains and trials
    But then again how come my shoes are so light
    How come I can walk for miles
    And still just love you

    So I think I'll stay
    Caught up in a silent prayer
    I believe in silence
    Our hearts speak the same word
    So why don't we just walk along
    The shoreline with a silent song
    Cause I believe in silence
    Our hearts speak the same word

    We have to prove
    That our love is real over and over again
    But let them think what they want
    I know it will never end
    Because I know where it began
    And my heart still pounds twice as fast
    Whenever you walk by
    Cause I still love you

    So I think I'll stay...

    January 31

    Crazy Life

    Up in the middle of Tokyo
    I hit hydro
    Whenever I let my mind go
    It’s like psycho – suicidal
    Baby love it when I cut it like an animal
    Once again – it’s primetime – kamikaze
    That policeman tried to rob me
    That policeman is afraid of me
    But, he will never take away my dignity

    Someone take this glass away
    I’m not myself again
    I’m someone else again

    Come on, here we go….
    Shalala – here it comes again!
    What a crazy life!

    Up in the middle of Cali
    In an alley
    Makin’ love to the teenage lady
    Ya can’t fade me
    But don’t hate me
    She look just like Marsha Brady
    I kinda laugh when these girls try to play with me
    I told my ex-girlfriend, stay away from me
    I got a new girlfriend, and she’ll kick your *ss
    I kinda wonder how long this kind of shit can last

    Someone take this glass away
    I’m not myself again
    I’m someone else again

    Just bring it….
    Crazy….

    Up in the middle of yo face
    What a disgrace
    You a trik-*ss-b*tch
    How my d*ck taste – motherf*cker
    No, aint nobody feelin’ you
    And I aint goin’ back to prison over killin’ you
    What?!

    I’m the type o’ n*gga that’s built to last
    You can f*ck my b*tch
    I put my foot in your *ss
    Still, I don’t giva f*ck
    I just keep f*ckin’ and smokin’
    I’m bruised not broken

    Shalala…

    January 29

    Sometimes

    Sometimes things just seem to fall apart
    When you least expect them to
    Sometimes you want to pack up and leave behind
    All of them and all their smiles

    I don't know
    What to think anymore
    Maybe things will get better
    Maybe things things will look brighter
    Maybe, Maybe, Maybe

    Sometimes people surprise you
    And people surprise me
    But I guess thats the price we pay
    For wanting so badly

    I don't know
    What to think anymore
    Maybe things will get better
    Maybe things things will look brighter
    Maybe, Maybe, Maybe

    Sometimes...Sometimes...Sometimes

    January 22

    My December

    This is my December this is my time of the year
    This is my December this is all so clear

    This is my December this is my snow covered home
    This is my December this is me alone
    And I
    Just wish that i didnt feel like theres something i missed
    Take back all the things i said to make you feel like that
    And I
    Just wish that i didnt feel like theres something i missed
    Take back all the things i ever said
    And I..
    Give it all away just to have somwhere to go to
    Give it all away to have someone to come home to

    This is my December these are my snow covered trees
    This is me pretending this is all i need
    And I
    Just wish that i didnt feel like theres something i missed
    Take back the things i said to make you feel that
    And I
    Just wish that i didnt feel like theres something i missed
    Take back all the things i ever said
    And I
    Give it all away to have somewhere to go to
    Give it all away to have someone to come home to